♥ 随梦.飞翔 ♥

As i always told ppl, you will be the main reason for me to leave and hunt for another job. Yes, i mean it. till now

2015，我 VIVA 过关了
2015，巨变了
2015，我上班了
2015，婆婆过世了
2015，伯伯过世了
2015，我毕业了
2015，我又遇见吴卓羲了
2015，我和吴卓羲自拍了
2015，我第一个marathon
2015，我还过得算可以

独自一人负责一个项目是好是坏？见仁见智吧。如果，你很厉害，那个是你的强项，当然你就是有无限的发挥。哪像我，什么都不懂，不过，还是得被同事推上，给专业意见，给讲座。我想说，我真的真的很不厉害。我真的真的，在这行，是不行的。和另一个公司的人，我竟然还比较好聊，虽然他们都是上了年纪的uncle，虽然有时他们办事很慢（大公司，当然你推我我推你，不过现在比较好了）。但是就因为他们很有经验，也是很好的学习对象。毕竟他们大多数在这一行都是多年。那个director 也很好，也会分享自己的故事。或说，我公司，我竟然和自己的teammate 不熟，也没什么的话题。zzzz

Even though I tried many times,trying to accept u,everyone around said u r good,but hell yea,I just can't! There is always a point that I wanted to escape so much.why?!

Finally secured a job and going to work on coming next Tuesday!! OMG!! This is just too soon!! Compete with around 200 applicants for this job, and hmmm... I GOT IT! Thanks god thanks buddha thanks sampo..THANKS ALL!! The first job in my application list *Dont even realise about it until I checked back*

人与人的相处，很复杂。难道你就不能顺从他人一下么？当，你最亲最亲的人有事情都不肯和你商量的时候，你不是应该察觉到问题所在么？不是一人，而是很多很多人。。所以。。。检讨很难么？改变下很难么？问什么人人都显得不能和你沟通呢？你有没有想过自己的说话方式和态度呢？想要其他人如何？

有时遇不到好的亲戚没关系，最主要还是不要多生事，扭曲事实，添油添醋。。才是最拿命。。。

真的就决定那样了？真的是别无他选？干嘛我就是那么的没用。我会装坚强，不过，试问我都不舍更不用说你们。只能求保佑，一切完好，而这也是对的选择。多么的不舍，终究得来个决定。踏出这一步，就也是只能那样了

我们的点滴原来也不少的么。原来我们之前也那么的PDA 吖。对，留下的都是会笑的回忆。不好的都忘了吧 hoho

Finally done with my viva. Oh well, a speedy viva I would say? Due to some internet connectivity, the chairperson require me to finish my presentation within 10mins. Holy shit, slides prepared for 20-25mins leh wtf. Speed up my speech haha! Well maybe waited for too long outside (should be started at 10 but ended up at 10.30) the nervous is my stomach had gone. While the external examiner starting to 'questioned' me, the problem came again. Tut...disconnected!!  Did everyone get frustrated with it ?haha! After 2-3 times,ended up with phone calls!! Damn chio also hahaha!! Then I was excused from the meeting. Well well...okla heard them laughing inside and I also busy whatsapp-ing outside.. So, went in the room again for the question by internal examiner.not a long one though.. Once again was excused out after the Q&A... And tadaa they congratulated me... Phew..I would like to say God was at my side, buddha and Sampo and all kinds of God who helped me. It was a fast viva I guess? Within 1h..phew..well,although got 1-2 questions that I can't answer properly..hmmn but I had passed with scale 2, minor correction! 

我该开口么？不过心中真的有很多的不忿。真么都那么没用啊？ 就不能好好的吗？

事情，当你知道的越多的时候，的确不是好的。虽然努力压抑，但是毕竟还是会厌烦，会看不起，只因你知道的越多。有时知道不可那样，应该帮助，可是，如果那人不知悔改呢？谎言一个接一个。他曾经对你的好，能盖过一切，你能包容么？我自认没那么宽大的心。

還真的沒看過那麼笨的人。又買錯機票啦。笨蛋。都不知道幾次了

Everytime after our meet up, i feel like erm...dunno how to describe it. complicated